Episode 09

[Jeff Probst]

With the game ramping up and councils coming faster and more often, are you prepared for the endgame?

Have you been exploring all of your options in this game, or do you have only one clear direction to follow?

Do you believe any of your allies are planning to betray you?

[Cecilia]

No I'm not prepared for the endgame. I've been thrown under the bus twice now and if I get through this I'm gonna feel like a winner already. But I obviously want to be sit in the final 3, don't think that'll happen with Cass. She's the one that could be sick of it and "blindside" me since she has called the shots lately, everyone would kind of go along with it. And I wouldn't disagree with that decision. But I don't ever give up.
I basically told Cass I was an sketchy bitch so I'm expecting her to come after my wig. Tomorrow could be my last day here.

I know I can talk to Candice, I know I can talk to anyone. I have a social game going on and it could save my ass. I'm gonna play a little bit less hard. But who knows if chaos comes back at some point. I'm the new villain apparently. Ha! I'm an angel. A fucking fallen angel.

I have several directions to follow if people feel comfortable with me, and that could take some time to recover if they lost a little of it. So yeah, there's only 10 people left. If we really take Liliana out next then I think I know what I could do. And it's exciting. Wonder if Candice/Penner would go along with it. And Rocky. It could be late for me, but it's now or never. I'm gonna try win that IC but I have to make something to feel a bit secure tomorrow. If I do nothing, I'd feel like I didn't try. Like I gave up. I'm not a quitter. I love this experience and I'm gonna try until my last breath.

[Cecilia]

DAY 21

It's crazy how it's day 21, I feel it hasn't been that long.
And speaking about time, today I felt I came back to day 1. I've been focusing on the social aspect of my game, just having small talks with these people. Getting to know them a bit, asking them what's up? Being playful. I've working my ass off, and I actually love interacting with them. I love how my game comes naturally, it's like a gift given by the Stranded Gods. Just trying to be the lovely and social person that I'm not in reality.

So Liliana is apparently screwed, she'd be a good goat, I always said that but there's no use in keeping her. Nobody really connected with her, nobody trusts her so nobody wants to align with her except maybe Rocky.

Last night at tribal she totally came at me when I never insulted her. But she'll know me at this tribal, I'll let her know how much of a useless bitch she is.