Jeff Probst wrote:So with the game at full swing and the jury starting, have you been thinking of not just surviving but winning the game?
Have you begun building your resume for the jury?
Has anything that was said or done tonight made you question your loyalties and how in control you are of the game and your destiny in it?
This week was mostly about surviving for me, but I have started looking at my allies and trying to figure out which of them I could take to the end. At this point, I have several options. Jessica and Cass have been super honest with me about everything and I appreciate them for that. Cecilia has, apparently, been telling people I have an Idol when I don't, but she also proposed an alliance between her, Jessica and I to the end. And Nate has said he trusts Jessica and I most and would like to stick with us, at least for now. I trust Nate a lot too, so I like that option. Regardless, it seems like I'm stuck with Jessica, but I'm not sure if she's making all these Final 3 plans and is actually planning on reneging on some of them. We'll see.
In terms of building my resume for the jury, I've been trying to suggest things rather than going along with plans. I'm also going to have to counter Steph's mentality that I'm "inactive" and don't respond to PMs. I do, I just didn't respond to hers as frequently because her and I were on opposite ends of the vote.
In terms of questioning my loyalties - only to Rocky and Flicka. I had been warned not to trust them, but I really thought Rocky would vote for Steph. He didn't vote at all, but if Flicka was the fourth vote for me, he likely would have voted with her. I'll have to talk to him when he's around again. In contrast, I feel like my trust in Cass, Jessica, Nate, Candice and Penner was strengthened because they all voted for Steph or Lil. My tenious trust in CiCi remains the same.