Episode 07

[Jeff Varner]

Hello Cecilia, congratulations on making the merge!

Tell me how you're feeling about making it this far, and what your plan is now that all of you are in one big tribe. How are you going to survive this next vote? How are you going to win the game?

In other words, size up your chances and size up your tribemates for us.

[Cecilia]

Day 15: Merged: The Calm Before the Storm

I am happy to make it this far but honestly I'm not surprised at all. I know my social game has been on point so there's no way I wasn't going to. In this big tribe, my biggest fear is being seem as a threat. I want to keep bigger threats (OR people that are seem as a threat but they're not) so I can keep the target off my back. I have reconnected with some people now andd the seven Mykines 3.0 should be the major force to beat, but everyone will be too comfortable inside of it by the time I strike. Hopefully I'm right and I'll strike first.

It's a game but it's also a social game, and I'm acting like the most likeable and trustworthy person on this tribe. I love making them feel I'm important for their plans. Don't think they want to get rid of me now, definetely see a couple of smaller groups wanting to work with me and take me to the endgame (not exactly final 3 but could be).
And it's better if they think all of that bullcrap to be honest. I'm ready to create chaos and blindside the people that I think could be a huge threat down the road.


There's too many days before tribal so gotta make sure the seven and company stay together and someone from Svinoy goes home. But right now it's the calm before the storm.

[Cecilia]

There's a lot I want to say.

I feel chained. I don't feel in control because Penner and Candice have a huge impact on what's going to be done and who are we voting for. I can picture Cassandra competing against me for power (third in command) and I don't like that because it means I'm not all that powerful. I know it's an alliance but it makes me feel I have a mediocre rank. Those three? Yeah, they are in trouble if numbers go my way. And they won't see it coming when I cut their throats. Penner is a huge strategical threat. Cassandra is a huge social threat and Candice is a threat overall. And they're together. They made a mistake by aligning with someone who is not blind.

So that leaves Nate, Stacy and Rebecca as the rest of our numbers. Candice tells me she thinks Stacy sucks ass in the same PM where she compliments Flicka for upping her PM game. Uhm, Stacy does suck ass. But what are you trying to tell me here? That you're officially ranking Flicka ahead of her? She's definetely acting like the alpha of this group, even ahead of Penner. I couldn't believe that was possible, Candice is maybe the biggest threat here. She is controlling everything subtly and under the radar-ish. That's the biggest threat right there in my eyes. I'll have to keep an eye on her and also made her believe I'm her closest ally so I know what is up,

Jessica and Steph had a huge mess going on at Svinoy 3.0 apparently. Jessica used two Immunity Necklaces in a row, she would've gone home without them. Stephannie sticked with her Svinoy 2.0 members (Liliana, Rocky and Flicka) to boot the people on the outside. Jessica is very mad at the four of them, especially at Steph for lying to her several times. We're trying take advantage of Svinoy 3.0's dysfunctionality. I'm trying to bring Jessica with us because I trust her and I need her in my future plans. But gotta point out, she's a HUGE social and challenge threat, something to consider in the future. I told her to keep it low and talk with my people, so they feel safe keeping her. I don't know if that will work. I don't want them to realize we're too close, either.

Steph also wants to work with us, but I'm not so sure now I know she's a lying whore. But I do believe her when she tells me I'm her closest person here even after all these time.

So that leaves Rocky, Liliana and Flicka. I don't know if things will change but right now, those three are in the bottom list of this tribe. Candice likes Flicka more now so I'm worried. I don't think I can see her dreads for too long anymore, I want to gouge my eyes out.

[Cecilia]

"Mykines 3.0 plus Jessica and Steph". Does it sound like a million record seller band?

We're trying to be balanced and we brought Jessica and Steph so Stacy and Rebecca feel comfortable, or at least that's what I'm making them believe.

[Cecilia]

Rocky and I spoke about what went down on Svinoy, and the tribal that sent my boy JP packing seems to be the craziest one so far. I'm just a bit disappointed Steph stayed with the people that previously targeted her and sent someone who could be trustworthy to the jury. Also Flicka used her HII so obviously she didn't trust her own allies. I'm just surprised Svinoy was this hot mess, I thought they could have potential but... oh well. I just hope we can pick them one by one. Except Steph and Jessica, obviously. Although I don't know what to make of Steph's decisions as a swingvote.

[Cecilia]

... and sent someone who could be trustworthy to the jury. .

I meant home*
Wish my JP was a jurymember ;(

[Cecilia]

Things are getting horrible and unpleasant. Jessica is included in the alliance, yet she doesn't want to listen. It's for our best interest to keep Steph around yet Jess says Steph's her vote. No matter what we say or think. Are you fucking kidding me? You're new to the alliance and yet you boss us around? Also your decision is based on your emotions, not logic. I don't want to play with her anymore. I really thought I had a good plan going on and it pisses me off she's ruining it just by being a fucking childist person. She screwed it because I'm officially DONE with her. I don't want to talk to her, I don't want to see her face and I'll make sure she's gone right when she loses immunity. I'm 100% done with her.

[Cecilia]

I got super mad at Jessica, but honestly the Mykines 2.0 deal is the best so far. We just need two people after this vote and we're solid. But Jessica and Cassandra, who have campaigned hard for Stephannie to go home are winning the battle apparently. I'm dissapointed we're letting others take the decisions for us but Jessica and Cassandra are two women hungry for power and it's better if we let them have it.

I can't stand the way Jessica has acted lately but that foursome it's too strong right now.

I think I've made fun of Rebecca and Flicka so much and now it's ironic those two seem like the perfect clueless people I need to get to the end. If I'm sit next to them in the final 3, I fucking win. No doubt about them.

And puppetmastering them could be the easiest thing to do, I'm just worried Candice also talks a lot with them.

Candice and Cassandra seem to be the two people I need to oust right now, the most influentional ones. Along mister Penner, whose throat has been perfect to cut for a long time. Jessica can't get to the end, either.

Question is, will those two clueless bitches come to our side? Will Mykines 2.0 stay together? Will we finally kick out Steph or will we do Liliana?

I can't believe my fake alliance from Mykines 2.0 is my salvation now. I was 50% about voting Jessica out that time and I really really can't wait to sit her ass on the jury, the difference between us two is that I am PATIENT. And think logically.

[Cecilia]

But honestly this clusterfuck between Stephannie-Jessica and me is the most entertaining thing that's happened so far.

[Cecilia]

My social game will be the one thing that will take me to the end of this game. My connections with people. And right now, I'm not so sure about how close can Rebecca and Flicka and myself be. They can't even chat properly. It's gonna be tough. It's the one thing I haven't been able to do yet what I need: bring them to my side.

[Cecilia]

Am I thinking too far ahead? Maybe yes, maybe not. This first vote should be an easy one. I promised Steph it wouldn't be her and it seems like I lost the battle, obviously I'm not in a strong enough position in my alliance if I couldn't change that. So that's why I'm jumping ship.

[Cecilia]

Oh my God. Flicka's down. Only one left, the hardest one because she hasn't been to council and we don't know where does her loyalty lie: Rebecca.

Yes, the two girls you don't know if they are a person or a shadow will be the ones controlling the game. Or at least help me control the game. I'm having issues communicating with Rebecca though. I wonder if I can win her over. It's just one person, one person and that's it. She hasn't been online. Gosh. I hate her.

[Cecilia]

It makes me so sad to send Stephannie home. But I think it's for my best interest now. By having Jessica, I also have Stacy. By having Steph, I have nobody else. Everyone has been against her. It's a shame she's in this position. I thought we could work it together but it seems she's done. Of course everything could change. But for now, her fate was sealed.

[Cecilia]

So Rebecca's down. I seem to be too excited for a vote that won't happen until a couple of tribals, just gotta keep these Six together and be patient and lowkey. Right now, it's Stacy the one that I haven't talked to. She's very absent as usual but she showed up these last two days. But didn't get my PMs answered. She did answer Flicka's PMs though so, um... bitch? She really really sucks ass. I can't believe I'm bringing this bitch to my final 6. I kind of want to sit next to her at FTC. But I don't know if I should bring such an insult to this game so far. Candice hasn't replied to one of my dms and she's been around. So, umm... I'm a paranoid person people.

[Cecilia]

I think I'm making a mistake by telling Stephannie how much her ass is on the chopping block but she's my friend. We've connected big time. And right now her situation is precarious. She's doomed. Cassandra wants her out. Jessica wants her out. Plus Candice and myself are kind of agreeing it's the best thing to do. I feel like Stephannie's time here is sadly over.

Also I kind of feel like Mykines 3.0 plus Jessica is in control, and the way Cass influenced the vote and the way she can tell who is a threat and who isn't so well makes me think: She. Needs. To. Go. And that may be sooner than expected. Do you know what's a threat miss Cass? Um yeah, someone that targets threats and is in a strong position, and also is socially great. YOU are a threat.

[Cecilia]

I see Candice, Cassandra, Penner and Rebecca, all of them compossing PMs. And my head goes round and around.
Oh, hell no bitches, you're bout to get your ass beaten. It's obvious to me that Rebecca lied to me about being OK with the plan, or she's been approached by these three to flip. But I'll know what they're doing. It's NOT gonna be pretty.

[Cecilia]

DAY 18

I believe I'm being a bit too aggressive trying to get Rebecca, and too honest as well. She has a big "mouth". She could screw my game and end it right here. She's clueless as hell and doesn't know what is going on.

She told me "hell yeah, I'm here for a final 6" but I'm still skeptical about her. She hasn't mentioned anything to me since, which worries me.

So Rebecca was considered a second back up plan, and I'm using that to my advantage. Rebecca's association with Svinoy 2.0 ans her total cluelessness makes me hate this process. It's slow. Steph's going tonight, apparently. But when is next tribal? I feel Rebecca could go from my hero to zero in a day or two. It's annoying how unpredictable she is. She hasn't voted once so I don't know where does her loyalty lie.

I just hope she realizes this is the game, she either does or dies.