Ugghh I'm so depressed... I've heard from a bunch of people I might be going home, and Jess won immunity.
God. I wish Jessica would LOSE. IMMUNITY. FOR. ONCE. I'm so sick of her always winning! And now the obvious threat that I was planning on targeting for the pre jury merge boot is safe.
Of course.
She is just such a vile person. Jessica survived Svinoy 3.0, so now her goal is to murder all of us when we merge? Why can't she have any compassion? I really wanted to work with her, but her ally went against mine and now we're mortal enemies or something! It's so stupid!
Jessica is so annoying and she doesn't realize that her bitchy attitude and betrayal of one of her allies has lost her this game. Mark my words, I am going to spread as many bad things I can say about her to everyone in the game. I want them ALL to know how much of a jerk she is, and how if you align with her, she'll flip on you out of spite. Because Jessica, to put it simply, is a backstabbing, annoying, PEST who is making it look like her goal for this game is to become a professional GOAT.
Onto other people... I've proposed 2 person alliances with... Nate, Rebecca, and Cassanadra, all of whom accepted (Honestly i feel like Nate can be a big asset to me later, i can basically be his extra vote then maybe try and blindside him at some point). I also have a thing going on with Candice, which is nice. I guess she felt sorry for me (ok i can't believe this but could my surgery plan ACTUALLY WORK?) and told me that they're going to vote out Stephennie. As of now, I'm voting with them. I'm going to try and make it appear as if I am so stupid that I actually believe Nate is my biggest ally in the game, and I'm going along with whatever he says.
Also, to try and save my ass, I've been as sugary sweet and kind as possible to everyone, and confiding in them that I want to separate from the other Svinoys, and how I want to play an "individual" game, and how they shouldn't vote me. So far I think it's working... but I'll have to wait until tribal.
Moving on... that immunity clue. That frickin immunity clue... along with ALL THE ONES BEFORE IT, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT MEANS. I should've tried for individual immunity, because I apparently am the worst person in the WORLD at solving these puzzles. The only thing it's worth to me now is possible sharing it with others so they can trust me. And I've been planning on doing that... maybe with Rebecca? Or Stacy? Not really sure...