Stranded in Faroe Islands

So with the game at full swing and the jury starting, have you been thinking of not just surviving but winning the game?

Have you begun building your resume for the jury?

Has anything that was said or done tonight made you question your loyalties and how in control you are of the game and your destiny in it?

So with the game at full swing and the jury starting, have you been thinking of not just surviving but winning the game?

Just starting to think about this honestly. Working the angle of being needed but not threatening. If I can win, my story will be the perfect UTR game. And if that is the angle I’m most interested in right now, you can be assured that the HBIC roles will be eliminated so the UTR story will be an impressive one. It’s the whole story of playing just hard enough to make it to the end but not so hard that you set yourself up as a “winner threat.” I’ll play smart. Not hard and that is the story I’ll tell.

Have you begun building your resume for the jury?

Not really. But I’ve started noticing other people’s resumes. And isn’t that just as important? Don’t think I’m doing nothing though. I’m really working on relationships and I will know more after another round of two how confident I feel about making it very late game or being one of those classic F5-F8 boots.

People I am strongly working on this round. Stacy. Liliana. People I want to stay in great shape with – Cass, Penner, Rebecca. People I should care about but am having a hard time actually doing that – Flicka,, Rocky. People I want gone – CiCi, Jessica, Nate.

Has anything that was said or done tonight made you question your loyalties and how in control you are of the game and your destiny in it?

Not one thing changed for me. Y’all know I’ve not been a CiCi fan for days.

I’ve said all round long that Cass was in complete control this round. That has to change or she’ll have to go. All I really need is for her to have a compromising attitude instead of a my-way attitude. She’s very good and I think most people saw her last round as compromising but she was not. This worries me …maybe more than it should. But I don’t think so. She can pinpoint at least 2 things already that shaped her game for the better. Hell, if I were a host only, I’d be praying that she wins because I think hands down she is playing the most impressive game.

I'm am trying to pretend that I'm working on mending fences with Cici. I hate her, though, just so you all know. And I can't stand having these fake PMs. Like I hate fake so much I want to puke. But one of my biggest gaming faults is that I just stop talking to people I can't stand to talk to. I'm like that in RL too, actually.

But for some reason I feel compelled to try to talk to her even though she sickens me.

So CiCi has given me the idol clue and today offered me an F2. What.The.Fuck.

I have tried to potentially make a move to save Flicka. I think Lil has been successfully saved. I'd rather vote Nate just because it weakens CiCi but I can't get true support. I can get mild support. But you know what, Penner is never here. How can I plan when the one vote I am sure I could get on my side and to make a majority does not show up and when he does, does not reply to messages?

How do I argue against the reasoning that if we blindside Nate today, then CiCi clearly knows she is fucked and she can run to the Flicka/Rocky of the world and paint Hestur 3 as strong and doing exactly what she said we would do. Maybe Flicka/Rocky would convince Lil and Rebecca to work with CiCi for one round to take control of numbers. I don't think that would actually happen. But I have to consider the options. Especially because I have no idea if Penner will show up and/or vote ever again.

I'm very frustrated by him today. I need him. I invested in him even when he voted me out. And he is useless.