Episode 05

[Jeff Probst]

Swap time, Spill

[Flicka]

Alright. Where to even BEGIN, Jeff!? I wasn't able to make what I thought was going to be an immunity challenge today that I was sure we were going to win. Not only did that not happen, but Yau Man quits?! The one person that has caused the most paranoia for me and my alliance just quits?! SON OF DICK, man! All in all, it's good that he's gone though, because (I assume) the public idol is now dead.

So then we ended up going from 3 tribes to 2 tribes, which is what I expected to happen at 14 left, but OF COURSE! I end up on the tribe with 4 original Mykines and 3 original Svinoys. Now, at first, I though, "Great, me, Stephannie, Liliana and Rebecca can just sick together and knock out Anthony, Jessica and JP if need be."

BUT THEN! I see the immunity challenge and Stephannie ends up taking the necklace ensuring her safety, but putting 6 others in jeopardy! WTF, Steph?! I'm on your tribe, too! And at this point, I'm your only ally! This was a bummer, not only because Stephannie is immune, which increases my odds of being voted out, but also because I have yet to go to tribal council, so I really have no idea where anyone stood on Svinoy 2.0.

Now, I do have my HII which I could easily play if I feel like I'm in danger, and honestly I do feel that way because I have a feeling that Rocky, Liliana, Anthony and Jessica will band together and get rid of either me or JP because Steph is immune. But I'd of course rather keep it to keep myself, Rebecca and Stephannie safe. By the way, I feel so bad for Rebecca being on Mykines because she's the only Svinoy 2.0 member over there, but I'm hoping either that or the original Svinoy numbers will keep her safe over there.

I trust Steph 99% and Jessica 0%. I'm almost 100% certain that she will not join with me and/or Steph. It is getting so damn hard to keep up this charade that I'm trying to get Steph out. ONCE AGAIN! I get screwed by a tribe swap!

Best case scenario, JP joins me and Stephannie because we're original Svinoy members and one other person, either Rocky, Liliana, Jessica or Anthony come with us, most likely Rocky because me and Steph have a good relationship with him and we vote someone out, ideally Jessica because that bag of bitch seems smart and she has thrown my name out there to vote for, so she must die 10,000 deaths. However, like always, I don't know where Rocky stands.

Sigh, it appears that Jessica is the new stress and paranoia causing Yau Man but without the idol. CURSE YOU, JESSICA! YOU FILTHY WHORE FROM (insert place of birth here)!!!

First tribal council tomorrow and I don't know what's going to happen and I'm worried. I got passed my first goal of not being the first one voted out and my next goal is to make it to the merge. So, right now, that is what I'm striving for. I really don't want to play my idol tomorrow, but that's looking like what I may have to do. Ef you sea kay!

[Jeff Probst]

Do you have a better idea of what's happening or growing more nervous heading to TC?

[Flicka]

I'm pretty certain that I will get at least 4 votes tonight, which means I'm going to have to play my idol. It sucks that I'm going to have to use it so soon, but it's the only way to ensure my safety tonight. Rocky seems like he's good with me, but he may feel it's better to be with the majority, so I can't blame him for that. Me and Stephannie are definitely at the bottom, but my idol and her necklace will keep us safe for tonight. Me and Stephannie are going to vote Jessica and hopefully she'll be going home. This bitch is smart, so that would be SO satisfying getting the person out who's trying to get me out.

After tonight, hopefully Rocky & Liliana will be with me and Steph if only to have the numbers if we have to go back to tribal council. Even though I'm going to play my idol, I'm still really scared of what's going to happen. My first tribal council is going to be a doozie, Jeff!